hardest thing I had to say out loud

Denise

I'm 32 been ttc for 2years and 8months last month we did our first <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> and it was a negative. but now this month my father inlaw is going through a very tough cemo treatment and since I'm not working at this time I said I would be there with him for most of it. at first we hoped that i was pregnant then we thought we would be able to do another <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> right before I go down there, but af was late and now timing won't line up right to do another <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a>. so today I had to tell the nurse that we would have to wait till Octobers cycle to try again. I cried for an hour after getting off the phone fuck that was hard to say out loud. I haf said it in my head over and over but for the words to come out of my mouth was just unreal.