I have been having a bad few weeks. my husband got fired from his job but got another paying more money. So it's good in that sense. Well today he has just been a bit ugh. Like having mood swings. One minute he is good and trying to be all over me and the next he is all mad and stuff. Well I finally asked him and now we are fighting. He walked out to go to the store all because of him not wanting to be around me. He is arguing with me about not having a job. I do not have a job because we do not have a vehicle and only know one person to give us a ride so it's either them give him a ride or give me a ride and since his job paid more we went with him. I love this man so much but he makes me feel like crap when I try so hard and he doesn't care. He takes it all out on me. He makes me cry and don't care. He hurts me and says he trys to fix it but yet he won't every look at me. I feel like he doesn't even love me anymore. I wish we were there way we used to be. Sometimes I feel he is just with me because he doesn't want to be alone. *Sigh* I feel so alone right now.