I am having a hard time getting motivated to lose weight. You'd think trying to conceive our first baby and getting married would motivate me but it hasn't. I've been feeling a little down and depressed the last few months and I cannot seem to get over it. It seems like the older I get the harder it is to shake it off (no pun intended) and the older I get the longer it hangs around (I am 36). I know once I lose weight my mood will enhance. Last Summer I lost 20 ibs and I felt great, but idk just having a hard time.

We were talking about getting married this Fall but since I haven't lost any weight we aren't. So it's pushed to next Fall bc there's no way I am walking down the isle unhappy with myself and how I look. My Fiance is losing weight and doing great but I just don't know what's wrong with me......