I can't remember things and I just feel so shit about it. why am I forgetting simple things? important things? what I did a split second ago? this is what makes me hate myself the most. honestly. as silly as you may think it is . it's not. it's not at all.. want to forget your birthday? boyfriend/girlfriend birthday? sis/bro birthday? anniversary?? special event??? no you don't. sometimes I even forget to eat or drink . maybe I did or maybe I didn't . I can' remember even seconds after.