So I get mad and frustrated a lot then scream loudly at people even my parents I call them idiots daily when they don't understand what I'm trying to say or interrupt me. I know it's wrong. I just get triggered then I scream and have a large urge to just shave all my hair off I get so angry I have to put my hair up or I'm certain I'll chop it off while In rage I hate how gets in my face. Since I was little I've screamed or even cried after getting so frustrated I felt like cussing and yelling and actually do now. I mouth it when my parents are around or it slips out accidentally. I hate how frustrating things can be I feel like ripping the heads off of people who tap there pens on their desk or put there foot in the back of mine or tap their feet. I just get super triggered. I have to organize all my candy and organize change into oiled based on worth like pennies that pile and stacked perfectly nickels stacked perfectly there in that pile.