Weak & depressed

Ca

Hi guys ... since 2 weeks i been feeling so weak at times i even struggle to lift anything. I work alot and have alot of stress with my man, I'm trying to leave him but I just feel too weak. We live together. I tried moving out already by blowing a little thing out of proportion (to make him responsible for me leaving, i dont want him to blame me) but he came home and was upset and then i couldnt do it. He is muslim and i thought i could see myself with him but culturally we are just too different. I dont want my kids to be raised with his beliefs. But im just too weak to speak to him and i know he will always try to turn my thoughts around and i have no strenght to be strong and just stay with him. What is fuckin wrong with me 😭