Friends come and go I understand that. But why do my "closest" friends only want to hang out or talk to me when it's convenient for them!? I get we are different but why am I the only one trying to make it work. I'll be 18 in November. I'm married been ttc for 9 months I'm also high school dropout. I can honestly say I feel as if I have no friends. I've even tried to make friends on here but they don't seem to last. Girls will talk for a few days and just vanish out of nowhere. I'm a lost cause when it comes to having friendships.