scared..

lilly

here's the thing. my husband and I had a miscarriage a few years ago. the baby wasn't planned but very much loved(first and to date only pregnancy). fast forward to present day we decided to go ahead and plan to try to have a baby next month. I have type 2 diabetes and hypothyroidism. I already saw a obgyn and got the ok, I see my endo dr here in a week or so. if we get the ok we can start trying. my issue right now is, I'm having doubts about trying...not because I don't want a baby (I Do !) but because I'm terrified that I will loose another baby. I know everyone runs the risk of that happening. But I feel so darn scared. anyone eles feel the same? anyway to cope ? to push past the fear and just try ?