my self conscious has been coming out a lot more recently

Connie

So all my life I've been thin, so I get teased from my family and random strangers about my weight. "you need to eat more." "Is that all your having?" things like that. It wasn't till I got pregnant that I was a healthy weight. Well I found out that I had a thyroid problem. Had surgery May of this year, and have had to take Levothroxine... well since may I've been on 3 different dose levels. and my weight has been difficult to control. One week i can be 102.5 with cup size b, to weekend 98.4 with no cup size. And I'm thankful for my husband who never cared about my cup size, even when we were dating.. But recently I haven't been comfortable even in my own skin. And I don't even like to wear any of my favorite clothes. I feel like I'm a prisoner in my own body.