NERVOUS. FTM

38 weeks pregnant tomorrow!!!!!!!!!! Thoughts like, losing my freedom, fear of not being able to soothe my child, scared of endless responsibilities started to flood my mind..

Yes I am aware a baby is a big responsibility. I did not enter into motherhood blindly. I know being a mother means sacrifice and responsibility but why at the moment I can give birth anytime

Now I have these thoughts running thru my mind? What if I have a baby who never stops crying? What if I get really bad post depression on top of that and go nuts?

What if I'm so sleep deprived I mess up?

What if I miss being just me and my husband?

Am I horrible or what? I feel like I don't even deserve this baby... can anyone relate?

Are these just fears of the unknown and once I have him in my arms, fears and such melt away?

Please positive vibes only.. I already feel like I failed my first child.