So Long Self...

I have only lost 2 lbs this week, and honestly I should be more than I am right now because of period bloat so that makes me even more happy! haha. I have finally broke 200...I am 198.4! I know I have a LONG way to go but my son deserves a healthy mom who doesn't hate herself every time she walks by a mirror. He deserves a mom who is ok taking pictures with him without being covered in makeup. He deserves a mom who isnt ashamed of herself. I deserve to love myself the way he loves me!!