I really need support today...

I am struggling today. I miscarried almost 2 months ago now. My husband and I decided together we were going to keep moving forward and still remember the baby we lost but hope for another. Today I'm finding it hard to keep going. We are in our second month after and are actively trying and I felt like it was gonna happen. I'm not a super religious person but I even sought to God praying to give us a healthy baby. I know that there's lots of you who try for a lot longer, and I would never want to compare my story to anyone else's. I am just hoping that all of you can relate to feeling this way. I haven't started my period yet, but don't feel much hope. I've taken 3 tests and all came back negative. I just don't know how to continue to do my everyday life stuff, when all I want is to feel my miracle growing inside me.