Mother RANT!!!!!

How the heck is it even possible for a mother to treat her own child like shit. I'm freaking sick of her and my hormones are making things worse. I have 5 other siblings and she doesnt have a problem with them. She respects them. She respects there spouses and loves there kids. Why the hell does she treat me like shit. I sometimes wonder if i was adopted, no joke. Ive been nothing but nice, obediant and loving towards her. She only calls when she needs my husband to fix something, to take her somewhere or to just vent to him. Her sons live next door, they all drive, like whats her excuse. My husband only has 1 day off, she takes that too. And no, its not a coincedence. She spreads drama about me to everyone. Nothing happens, i dont even talk to her. Yet she comes up with the most bizarre stories and tells everyone. its really getting to me. I dont know what i did to deserve a mother like this. Shes never, ever been apart of my life. I remember, this one time i was 16 walking down the stairs and her telling her friends how i was always the 'different' one. It just really sucks. oh and the other day after creating drama she comes up to me and goes, 'I will never change. Im gonna stay like this for the rest of my life.' what the heck is that suppose to mean? She never comes over and when she does she leaves a minute later. Why the hell show up. You have absolutely ntohing to do, no where to go. If you were so 'worried' about me you could have sat for atleast 10 min. instead she brings my older sister tells her to wash he 2 dishes in the sink, sweep the 2 crumbs on the floor and leaves. I dont know why she doesnt talk to me. i hate that i even care. im telling you. i have 5 other siblings. She talks to all of them. I dont know what wrong with me. im expecting a daughter this time. I never want her to go through this.