It's been two months since my identical twin boys were born. Two months since we lost our first born and one month since we lost our second boy. Born at 25weeks. Why couldn't both boy have made it? Why couldn't one boy make it? Why did we have to have both taken away. It makes me sick to my stomach, it hurts so bad. I feel that no one understands. My husband has been so incredibly supportive but I feel so alone. I not only lost our twin boys in present time but we lost our future with them too. All our dreams and plans are crushed.