September 7, 2017 by far the worst day of my life

I remember those days my granny would take me back home to my aunts and i would cry on the way there or after she left because i didnt want to leave her side... i was so afraid something would happen to her and i would never see her again. Here i am facing one of my biggest fears... i know you had more life in you granny i just want you back.... i just want to kiss you and hug you and tell you i love you one last time... all those days i could have visited you i just didnt because i was so called too busy... i love you so much and i hope you know it. I hope you remember me in heaven. I told you i loved you evertime i saw you whenever we were hanging up i always told you i loved you and to always call me whenever you wanted to talk. Granny i just wanna hear your voice one last time.... i want to see you one last time... i miss you so much.... you were my everything and now you're gone forever. 😢 granny please come see me one last time.😢😰 i dont know what to do without you here on earth.... who will i call or look foward to during the holidays.... how will i wish you a happy birthday when the time comes.... i have so many questions unanswered..... my heart is aching so bad..... i love you Oramae Harris i miss the days we would video chat... i just miss you in all.... and all im left with is memories of you and all the times we shared....