So I'm 33w 3days, and my husband works anywhere from 8hrs to 16hrs a day. I'm a stay at home mom now so I'm with our 1yr old all day and our 12yr old is in school the majority of the day and he has football practice at night. When my husband is home I know he's tired and needs his rest I just miss the adult time instead of mommy 24/7. I feel bad but sometimes I wake him because I'm so lonely and bored and just want someone to talk to. I've been so emotional lately I cry at the drop of a dime, I don't really sleep anymore so when he's asleep I'm kinda like what do I do!?!? I can feel myself falling into a depression and it scares the crap outta me, I am so thankful that I get to be home with our boys and he loves me being home but I miss being an adult. I just needed to ramble a little I won't put this on social media to much drama and bs from his family.