I'm a mother of a beautiful little. I've been with her dad for more than 5 years. But through those years he has cheated on me and I've cheated on him. We've been trying to work things out but it always lead back to the past. He won't stop mentioning the past and always drags me down with that. Lately I've been talking to an old best friend of mine but it's a guy . So he's told me to pursue my dreams and to be happy but how can I when I can't even leave him . I'm trying to move out but in good terms and give my friend a chance. What can i do