Man I just need to vent!

My boobs have been hurting and I have been having random pain that are like cramps but don't last long! It's freaking me the fuck out! Plus I got a random message from this lady from my church saying "Are you pregnant 🤰 I had a dream I was holding your baby!" Uhh 🙄 what the heck did you just say? No I better not be! I am on birth control and me and my husband don't have a lot of sex! So haha no! But now I am like what the fuck I was feeling pretty sick in the morning only after I ate breakfast and I have been having hot flashes and Damn do my boobs hurt 😭 I want but don't want to be pregnant but I am going fucking mad and am to scared to take a test because I am to scared of being disappointed 😔 I am already super depressed and I don't need to get my hopes up that I am pregnant and then be let down.