I have no one else but my partner to talk about this with, I am going for an abortion this month . I have a 4 month old baby now and got pregnant again . just wasn't thinking . my relationship went through a rough patch when I was pregnant and after she was born we just became so close and I wanted the Intimacy back. I feel really guilty and it's a hard decision. I feel bad for not taking more precautions but I know this is what's best for me we cannot afford another child right now, I need to finish one more class in university and I want to get my career on track before I ever have more kids. I just need some support it is not an easy decision