I'm that ugly friend, the one that plays the "duff".I'm sick of it.

I want to be attractive to people, I want people to compliment me on the new eyeshadow I'm wearing or the new haircut I got. I'm not going to lie about it I'd like to get a few compliments of the guys too but this is mostly just me wanting to feel good about myself.

Yes this probably is something that you would say "I need to boost my self confidence" and "accept myself the way I am and if no one likes it tough". But I find it difficult to do that when I really don't feel good about myself, I've considered getting a nose job because I feel so insecure about the size of my nose.

What can I do?