IUI plans cancelled

I am totally having a breakdown here. I was supposed to do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> this month with femera but now my schedule and hubby's are so hectic for the next couple months we can't do it. he says he can't take the day off this month for his part in it and my new job training won't let me miss any time. I am so devastated. After 2 years of trying a couple months should not make a huge difference but I feel completely heart broken and feel like it's never going to happen for us. Maybe I'll get my shit together tomorrow and be more positive but right now I can't stop bawling.