I hate that I'm here again.

I'm sorry that there are so many other Mum's who have had a miscarriage.

I tried unsuccessfully to get pregnant for ages and when I did I naively thought the difficulty would be getting pregnant, not staying pregnant. Maybe I thought it wouldn't happen to me. I'm not sure.

I just know I feel very low being here again in the same position.

I'm dreading getting af with all the memories it'll bring up from the miscarriage but a little bit of me knows that it will bring hope of TTC again. I used to hate af because it meant another month of not falling pregnant. A bit more heartbreak and knowing you had to try again.

How did you ladies cope with af?