feelings of resentment

CeCelia

I can't help but feel resentment towards my sister-in-law. Today she posted a video on Facebook of her baby's heartbeat. I couldn't even watch it. I experienced a miscarriage labor day weekend. To a child that was very much wanted and planned. I had been wanting a child for over a year but we decided to wait until just a few months ago to make sure we were financially ready and everything. I was so excited when we got our positive but I guess it wasn't meant to be. Lost the baby at 6 weeks and 3 days, before I ever got to see him or hear his heartbeat. My sister-in-laws pregnancy was unplanned. She lives with my mother-in-law with 2 other kids because they can't afford to get their own place and has been on and off about leaving her husband. I can't help but hate the fact that she gets to have a healthy happy pregnancy when I lost mine. How do you guys help get past feelings of resentment towards others. I want to be happy for her, but right now it just hurts...