feeling like there is no hope 😢

Jo-dell • Jo-dell Brodhagen

my fiance and I have been trying for a baby now for 4 years and in the 4 years have had 5 miscarriages. last week being the 5th one we lost. I under went a DNC yesterday and right after my doctor did a flush to check my tubes, last time he did a flush everything was good and that was Feb of this year. well yesterday it caused so much pain and for me I don't feel pain, didn't feel the last flush at all, this time I cried. found out my left tube is blocked and I need to have surgery, but my right side is fine and open. my doctor says it will be 2-3 months before I can get into surgery and to keep trying in that time, says it won't cause issues, if I get pregnant he do surgery after baby is born, and if I dont get pregnant then surgery anyway. I feel like I'm broken, and feel alone. anyone else been threw this?