Trying to hard

Paige

My husband and I have been trying for awhile now. I can't explain how different I feel and I'm getting negative pregnancy tests every month and then AF shows her self 🙄 I guess I'm wondering if this has happened to anyone else. I get nauseous, light cramping with a bloating butterfly feel. I have no idea how to explain it. I just want to know if I'm crazy or what!!! I don't want it to be in my head because I want a baby so bad! 😩Help!