Rant Time!

Rosey • Country 🎶

So I've been dating my bf for almost three years. The whole first year was pretty much long distance with us seeing each other on most weekends. When we started College. We could actually see each other and hang out almost every day. I feel deep in love with him and new that I wanted to marry him. During the summer between freshman and sophomore year, I got hooked on the idea of marriage and droped a lot of hints. When it came time to actually talking about it, he said he wants to but not yet. He wants to finish college before being married... Totaly understandable! At this point he has two more years of college. Now. It is the beginning of my junior year and I am going kinda crazy... All I want is to be with him, live with him, be in his life, and be his wife. Currently I live 30 hours away from him now since I transferred schools and this is just hard! I don't want to be in school! I want to be by his side, experiencing everything he is doing. I love him so much and don't want to waste anymore of my time in life with out him because life is short! I don't want to push him into marrying me when he ain't ready, but how do I deal with waiting forever and just waiting to be his?