Is anyone else kinda sad?

Cheyenne • I an 27 and I have a 3 year old boy, 6 year old boy, a 7 year old little girl, and 16 month old little girl

So you decide to TTC. You start charting like crazy and obsessively peeing on sticks. You cry every time AF shows and then pick yourself up and try again next month. Then it happens: your late or at the very least not early. You start testing like crazy getting BFN after BFN until finally you get a BFP and you can hardly believe it. You take like 10 tests and then confirm it at the doctor's office or clinic. Its a positive too. You tell your DH and maybe family too and for that first week you are the center of attention and you are so happy and excited you can hardly stand it.....

Then comes the waiting for the first appointment and everything kind of blows over until you start showing. And you don't know what to do because your in the weird stage between the joy of finding out and the first appointment making it real. Does anyone else feel like this?