just don't know

my life I've fell in love with one person. which he lives in Arkansas am in Louisiana. we had a child but things didn't work out. I was always told that I would never be loved. nobody will ever love me like I love them. I am actually believe this is true. ( baby daddy didn't love me it was one night stand and it didn't work out )....... does anyone believe that your cursed or just have bad luck.