Background about me and hubby. We're high school sweethearts. We had our first sweet love October 9th 2013. We love each other so much we planned on getting married 1/16/16 found out we were pregnant just before November of 2015 and we were OVER THE MOON. In December we lost baby #2. January 12th I was hospitalized due to retaining 100lbs of water weight in 2 weeks. We had to go through the loss of our baby and then we had to cancel our wedding. My kidneys were failing and I was close to death. I was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease that attacks kidneys. We got married at the courthouse April 1st 2016. After being over a year in remission we decided to try again to have another baby. I'm obsessed over knowing if in pregnant or not. This month on 3 days late for my period and I keep getting BFN. There are so many risks to carry a baby. I just want to be on top of it. This was a condensed version of everything. But I need success stories. I need hope and I need love and support. I'm so disappointed and anxious. I know that doesn't help. Does anyone TTC have an autoimmune disease? What are your risks? Wanna talk about it? 😂❤️ please