Driving myself crazy, tweak my pic please?

I have taken so many tests and one time I'll feel like there's a line and then another I'll feel like it's a hard negative. I'm on day 5 of being late on my period, but I'm always irregular. But this time feels different. I would think by day 5 I would have a line on the test if I was pregnant though. It was hard with my first child to get pregnant, so here I am, back at square one! I feel like I saw a line without too much color this morning on this test though, what does that mean??