How to stay calm?!

Miranda

I'm currently 5 weeks along with our rainbow baby. I had 2 miscarriages- 1 in February and 1 in June. I can't just breath and enjoy this pregnancy. I never make it to 6 weeks. It was determined that I had very almost non-existent progesterone at my last miscarriage so I was placed on 200mg at bedtime. I want to believe this is the fix and we will be fine but I can't just stay calm and not stress.

Anyone else going through the same thing?? Please let me know I'm not the only crazy lady losing her mind 😬