So I have a problem. I really want to have kids like right now! I'm 18 and just in my first semester of college and it's like there's no way for me to be ready to have kids. I think the reason why I might really want to have them is because I have a niece and I would babysit all of these toddlers during my senior year.

I know I need to wait, but when should I? My boyfriend dislikes kids while I can't get enough of them, so there's that problem.

Damn it...I just want to have a baby.