nervous!

BaLeigh

so my husband and I went Tuesday and got to see our baby for the first time at 6 weeks 6 day due may 2nd... my next doctors visit is October 11th and this next 4 weeks is going to kill me... the nervousness of going to my next appointment and not seeing a heartbeat... I don't want to have to go through that again but more importantly I don't want my husband going through it... he has been through it 6 times 5 times with his exam and 1 time with me... we got tested to see if there was something causing it and they said everything looked fine...i just hope and pray that the next 4 weeks will fly by and we will see a happy healthy baby next doctors visit. my last miscarriage I was 13 weeks when I went for my first ultrasound and they said baby stopped going at 8 weeks so I'm scared!