Well today was the day. The day my heart just completely aches. The day I feel so empty. I am now a warrior! I overcame something so devastating. I overcame my biggest fear. Today I lost my baby bean to fly high. Today I lost something I had grown so attached to. Someone that so many loved. This pain isn't like any other pain. All you warrior mommies you are not alone. Time to try again. We are all so strong. This is a pain many don't know. This is a heartache that doesn't go away. Nothing will help but time. If you have experienced this pain please share your story. I don't want to feel alone.