Questioning my faith

Oly • SAHM who loves movies, nerdy games, music and cooking

One thing I am certain of is god and Jesus and real. I feel it in my gut and it's proven to me time and time again when I'm in a tough spot.

I converted to Mormonism about 3 years ago. But after the whole Irma thing, I thought about the second coming and started to find faults in it. Like the Bible says god was made of pure light and if anyone were to look at him they would die, so how did joseph and then my husband told me unless we're married in the temple we won't recognize each other when we go to heaven.

Then it dawned on me, Satan comes in many forms, sometimes pretending to be innocent so what if Joseph saw satan in disguise?

The bible says the second coming will only happen once the true church has vanished and Mormonism wasnt even here when that was written, so...

I'm scared to tell my husband because he's a very "I feel it in my heart" type of guy and if I stop believing in it. That means in his head he'll never see his family again once we go to heaven.