wanting to have a baby 😁

I really wanted to have a baby after having a early miscarriage, and was trying for 8 months! But now after seeing how children act idk I witnessed a little girl embarrassing her mother because she didn't buy her a toy her mom looked like she wanted to beat her little ass but couldn't because they were in public I could tell she was very embarrassed.  I myself shook my head and that was all the birth control I needed.  I'm only 23 years old maybe in another 10 years I can't believe I questioned God wondering why I wasn't getting pregnant but now I'm glad. I'm way too young for that life style.