Feeling so alone

I feel so alone and really have no one to talk to. I know my emotions are all over the place because of the baby. My mom told me to have an abortion and wants nothing to do with me or this baby. It's hard when I can't even talk to my mom or share this time with my mom. My boyfriend and I are drifting farther and farther apart after he lied for weeks about working and wasn't so my parents had to help pay my rent this month. Today my boyfriend came home around 5pm. He sat in the living room with me for a little while. But for the most part he's been in my room playing games on his phone. He hasn't really talked to me or anything since he's been home. He came out a little while ago and wanted hugs and kisses and got mad when I wouldn't give him a million kisses. I'm just supposed to be all lovey dovey when I feel like shit and I have 2 sick kids and he hasn't acknowledged me since he's been home. I guess I'm just feeling down and needed someone to talk to.