It's killing me! 😭😭

C • Recently suffered a miscarriage. Trying to bounce back from it. Hopefully will have my rainbow baby soon! :)

I'm sitting on a bus next to my boyfriend after he told me he wants to go on a break... I wish I'd have stayed where I was, but the thing is... I have things to do at our apartment. He's angry and bitter that I'm going home because then it means that he's gotta cancel his plans to hang out with his friends and this girl he has feelings for... I asked him to because I wanted to hang out with him tomorrow (when the plans were supposed to take place) before I leave again on Monday to go to work for the week back to where I caught this bus from.

I don't know what to do! I really don't want this break to happen because I'm scared I'll lose him. A friend of a friend just went through this. He was with his girlfriend for 3 years and then they decide to take a break. She then texts him to go get his stuff from their apartment together because she doesn't want to be with him...

I know I must sound crazy or whatever, but I just really love him and don't want to lose him.