I often get anxious at the beginning of the week. I always wonder if this is what I'll be doing for a long time. I keep thinking there is something more for me that I wish to be a part of. Such as moving to a new and vibrant city. It's just that I'm so close to family here...do I stay put and endure harsh winters to be closer to them or do I venture out and try new things? I sometimes think I can make my own grass greener where I am or just might enjoy something different away from here. Very confused and anxious thinking about this very, very often.