Falling in love with your bestfriend 🤦🏽♀️
So, before I make this story way too long, let me start by saying, I couldn't make this stuff up if I tried.
For privacy reasons we will call him Khy.
Khy and I met 4 years ago, when I became an intern for his company. I was 18 yrs old and he was 21. (Now 22 and 25). I initially had a thing for him but decided to keep it professional since I was just getting on my feet in my career (also his career.) We hit it off so quickly, he became a big part of my life so fast.
I was assigned to him as an intern, to shadow, question and basically do the grunt work for whatever our tasks were for the day. We spent a lot of time together, so of course we talked. Talked about EVERYTHING. Then we started hanging out outside of work and it became clear to me that I'd never out grow the "little" crush I had but I enjoyed our friendship. We went out to company events as BFFS, company holiday parties, to dinner with our SOs like double dates, but would catch him staring at ME. It seemed like he was always looking at me. (At least that's what it seemed like to me)
About a month before my internship ended and a week away from finding out if I would be offered a position next to him in our company, I asked him. I just randomly asked "Why do I catch you staring at me all the time" he looks over at me with this sexy ass smile and says "Do you want me to stop?" You guys....! I tell you my face was sooo flushed. I just shook my head no and went back to staring at my computer like an idiot. He proceeds to stand behind me, with both hands on the arms of my chair and whispers "You wouldn't know I was staring if you weren't watching me."
My 💜 is in my throat guys. This man is giving me chills. Making me feel like a high school kid. All I could do was sigh 😪 and giggle nervously.
Nothing else happened for a month, normal days. It was like that minuet conversation didn't happen, which was ok because I didn't need confusing office romance. Everything changed the last day of internship.
I had about an hour and a half left in my day, when he paged me 911 to a conference room on a whole nother floor. I had been in there once; to NAP! No windows, one door with no window. A perfect box in the middle of the building. My mind started scattering tryna figure out what I was getting ready to walk into. My heart like to beat right out my chest, I was SO scared. Mainly because I knew I'd feel like an idiot if we really were getting ready to have a meeting🙃
I get to the 7 floor and see the conference room... ever seen a scene in a movie where the character has to go imsomewhere they don't want and the walk looks sooooo long even when it isn't?! Well that's how it felt. Smh it took FOREVER to get to that door,seemed like.
So y'all I'm standing in front of this door just staring at it like it had a damn mirror on it, and get a text that says "If I page you again, you won't like me when you get here" 😳 I opened that door so dang fast, almost took it off the hinges.
But Lord knows I was NOT ready for what was behind door number 1! Y'all that man grabbed my waist and kissed me like his life depended on it. It was the BEST kiss I had ever had and have still ever had. It was the right amount of aggression and passion; like he waited to do that forever. I was pent to the wall with his hand up my skirt and the other around my throat. I thought I had gone to heaven. It was perfect.
When he finally let me go, I just stood there in awe, in shock, in total disbelief that's it happened. He pulled me in for a hug and our bodies just melted together it was so right.
Then he says "I've resigned and told them to give you my position"
Me: "Why the hell would you do that?"
Him: "So we can do this"
.........To be continued 😈💜
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