My body HATES me.

I have Dysmenorrhea and the occasional ovarian cyst. My cycles have never been regular. I was on birth control for 8 months until I decided I couldn't take it anymore. (it didn't help with the cramps and turned me into a crazy person. True story). I went off it 4 months ago and we have been baby dancing our way to starting our much wanted family. I try and track my temp (There's never any type of correlation). We make sure to love it up in my supposed fertile window and all I get are big fat negatives when I test. Due to my cycle being so irregular it's dang near impossible for me to track when I'm legit ovulating- or if I am even ovulating.

I honestly was so sure that this month was mine. I was cramping but not too much, and Aunt Flow is a week late. (According to this app anyways) but nope. I'm out. 😭 Now I'm just waiting for my period and worrying that my body is a faulty mess. I know 4 months is nothing compared to many- but it gives me anxiety knowing that I can't track my ovulation like most women can. (Without paying a bunch of money for ovulation tests that is).

Anyone have this problem?