So my best friend just told me last night that she's pregnant. I couldn't hold it in. I broke down in front of her. I feel terrible for not giving her the best friend reaction she deserves. This girl is like my sister. We have been connected at the hip literally since we were babies. Over 25 years.

I don't want to be jealous. But I am. SO SO jealous. Her body functions like it should. She got pregnant on their second cycle of really trying. I'm jealous. Of her body working properly. Of her being pregnant. Of her getting pregnant so quickly.

Please tell me I'm not a terrible friend and that this is normal to feel this way.