34+5 weeks with preeclampsia. Baby delivering tomorrow. :(

I have preexisting hypertension so preeclampsia was always a risk for me. Today I went in for a check up and they found protein in my urine and my BP has been high the past two weeks. I've been admitted for overnight monitoring & they're telling me baby will probably be delivered tomorrow.

My heart is breaking. I feel... like I already failed my baby. I didn't take care of myself so all these things happen and he has to be evicted early before he's even ready.

If you have had preemies around 34/35 weeks, I'd love to hear success stories. ♥️