Friends with Benefits

I just started in with a Friends with Benefits relationship...it is still so new and uncharted territory for me...I never thought that I would agree to this but I am really enjoying it...we both live in a tiny community so we both agreement not to make a big deal of it and keep it between us...I feel like I have this dirty little secret that I can't share with anyone I know because it will get back to him and will upset him... I had to get it off my chest and tell somebody so I decided to say it on here where nobody judges