Finally!!!! Fingers and toes crossed!

Someone please tell me I am

Not seeing things!!! After 11 months TTC #1, 2 MCs, so many let downs and soooo much testing I think I just got a VFP!!! I was feeling a little queezy and have been super tired the past 2 days. AF is due tomorrow so I figured why not?!? The first one was on a dollar store test so I booked it to the pharmacy and bought a first response test and took it when I got to work...same thing! Idk if I can even believe it. I am shaking and almost in tears. I am so happy but also so scared we will lose another angel. Please please please!!! Need all the baby dust We can get right now!!!