Is it wrong?

So I posted a few days ago and people told me I was in an abusive relationship.. I agree. Yet I stay. Is it wrong of me to keep things from him because if the fear he will just laugh and thing it's dumb if I tell him? He gets mad cause I keep things from him but I do it because I know he won't like it.. buying make up, or clothes, or food that I wanted, or making a modeling Instagram.. it bothers me that he doesn't support me. He complains that I don't making my own decisions but it's a cause he won't let me!! He always likes other girls photos but if I post a picture he gets mad.. I just don't understand :( it's causing me anxiety, anger, depression.. I just want to know if I'm crazy or not..