please help:(

Emily • Mama to two beautiful girls and a sweet baby in heaven 👼 Married to their daddy❤️

can someone explain this to me. so AF is due sometime between yesterday and the 23rd. I took another test once again . the top one was the first one I took. clearly looks negative. and yes I know you're not supposed to take tests apart, I took the bottom on apart and dipped a little bit in my urine for 5 seconds and this is what I get. I did this last Saturday and Sunday to and got the same results. my line after my morning pee was even darker last Sunday. I'm just so confused. Like I feel so off right now, like I'm pregnant. but then i get this. it's really messing with me. Oh and I took the first response digital and it said negative :(

top one I took normally, bottom one I took out of the case and dipped it. **those dark blackish spots on the back of them are just from a pen.