I'm so confused with myself..help 😩

So I have this issue where I get so obsessed with girls.

First my best friend has a crush on this girl and I'm obsessed and stalk her everytime wondering what makes her better than me.

Second time this guy made a move on me and I became obsessed with his ex.

And now, I broke up with this guy awhile ago when I found out I was the side chick. Then I became obsessed with his girlfriend (they're still together) but I moved on already. I don't care about the guy but I'm still sooo attached and obsessed about the girl.

I always compare myself to them, staring and saving their pics, made a fake account to follow them and their friends. I felt resentment towards them somehow, but somehow I find them terribly attractive too for some reason. Tbh if they were not related to any of these guys I wouldn't even notice them.

But seriously, I don't give a fuck about the boys. I don't even like them.

Please please help me.