Now, sometimes flashbacks come and go and going through my things brought up a few events.

I still havent been able to speak to my therapist about this event.. i feel so judged by it.

I was the older sister i should have screamed, hit him , done something, and the aftermath was just as embarrassing. I had to speak to detectives, i had bruises all over my body from him biting me and you know what my mom said " they were horsing around"