I feel like...

I feel like I'm losing my family, two of my brothers died and then my sister law stopped coming around and my brother's that passed away children don't come around as much either. My father passed and my brother-in-law passed and both of my grandmas. Also my sister is having issues with marriage and may be getting a divorce. My other brother and his family live in Texas. So it used to be big - about 24 people at holidays and now it's like - 15 to 10 people. How do Holidays work now ?